I wanted to share my testimony on how God has healed me and is still healing me with the pain and grief in my life. In 2001, I was saved in a small Baptist church on Easter Sunday. I felt good about my spiritual walk but in my marriage I wanted out. I felt that my husband did not want to try to work on our marriage. He thought we were OK! Finally, one day I thought, "I can't deal with this marriage anymore, I will get on a bus and me and my daughter will go to East Texas!"

The Sunday before I wanted to leave I had gone to church and some of the ladies were talking about how they went to talk with our pastor about personal problems. God laid it on my heart to go speak to my pastor. When I went, that was the longest walk to his office. It was there in his office with my pastor, that Jesus helped me with my hurt and grief. Then it started to unfold like the pages of a book. My life's book. About how the touching, when me and my husband were together, made me feel sick. By allowing Jesus to go to that memory He revealed to me that I was sexually molested by my sister, at the age of eight. There are times and places I can't remember today. The past is like a dim fog I can't remember. It's a healing experience still today.

I am still married and I'm a part of a healing ministry that God has called me to write songs and sing in a group called, 'Voices For God', but I share my testimony with you for Through It All Ministries. Sharing my victory and the love of Jesus.

My pastor is founder of Through It All Ministries. If you have been sexually molested or abused, Jesus is the Healer of all pain. You need to tell someone you trust and my pastor was the one I trusted to share the pain I carried all those years. I love you in Christ and Jesus loves you no matter what you are going through this very minute.

Sister in Christ,

Olma Rodriguez